last kiss mixed up with hope!!!!! what??

sometimes it's just hard to resist! when you see you are not where u wanna be,you are not who u wanna be,you dont do what u wanna do ...! people always know when is the right moment and what is the right thing to say! but they never do and say the right things at the right moment! it's like there is a fear of make things done at the right moment in them! and they will regret it later ... this is one of the reasons that u always have to be fearless! people deeply know they can do it! and deeply know " why not?" but something in the back of their minds always tells them " nahh that's like impossible" or " good to be true" it makes them to have the lack of confidence! they deeply know what is so important for them but just because of that thing back of their mind and that lack of confidence,they try to resist it! they try to tell them noh that's not important that won't happen I better let it go..." they do this with all the big things that they want...!
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I see people talking too much shit! it's like they don't have a brain! it's like they are NOTHING! heartless mindless soulless! just so... * sigh* that's the time I need to scream the time I need to say" Fuck" the time I need to insist on "F" in that word! the time I wanna cry! the time that .... uhh I dunnooo.... etc.
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music saves my life!
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I'll perform in madison square garden! yeah! u'll see........

P.S: no idea about the title!... it just kinda feels right!!!!

U don't need premission,U need initiative!

yup what the title says...! you just have to stop complaining and stop wasting your time,instead of wondering and  asking stupid questions! After a certain age practically everyone begins to lose his or her sense of personal causation. In other words our sense of self-efficacy is undermined. Undermined by what?Statements such as:

• This is too hard
• This costs too much
• I'm not good enough
• They don't want me to succeed anyway
• If only I had as much money as so and so
• I don't have that kind of luck
• I don't have the right looks
• Don't quit your day job
• Just be grateful that you have a job at all
• This is too good to be true

Etc., etc., etc.

Statements like those are the roots of a "lack" mentality and a poverty consciousness.
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you know that you can do anything! but there is probably something stupid there behind ur brain telling you " that's too good to be true" or " it seems impossible" what u have to do is to shut that whisper thingy up! and believe in yourself! people who are always succeful have self confidence and if u wanna be a successful person,u have to believe in urself! if u don't then you should forget all the success and dreams that u want? how does dat seem to u?
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never say "keep fighting" say " keep going or carry on doing ur thing" instead! cuz " fighting" is kinda negative... u get what I mean?
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My friend, whatever door you are knocking on, realize the doorknob is within reach. Just turn it and step into greatness.

BIG

grow up,study,study.study,enter to university,get a job,get married,have a baby,etc.! is that life??? what is that boring thing? I dont call it LIFE!!! goooooshshshshs! I hate this kind o boring stupid life everyone is having! I'm gonna do big things I can't stand this stuff!!!! I'm gonna make each of my dreams come true! not let them go and forget them! ...

if u can really imagine and feel yourself there you are halfway there!


Think Big,Dream Big,Feel Big,Do Big,Go big, and u'll be Big!


I mean to rrreally be wathca wanna be!
Live the life you dream of!
you can do anyyyyyyything!

*sniff*

uugh I have a cold now! I didn't go to school today! it's 10:23 am! my mom is angry at me like so bad! hehe! but hey I couldn't sit and listen to the teacher in the class while I just wanna sniff my nose out ...! actualy today is my fave day at school! because we have biology chemistry english and religion! it means all my favorite subject except for religion! when I don't go to school everyone act like I did a very bad BIG thing! it's just ONE day that I absent cuz of having a COLD! ...

ps: I really like these handmade friendship bracelets! I'm tryn to make one! I 'm not daat good at making handmades cuz I get bored LOL!

hmmm...

some ppl are kind and some ppl are conceited! the ones that are conceited always get kindness but the ones who are kind are always alone!...
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private schools are junk! :( they don't let us bring cellphones and mp3s or anything! and also we have those stupid uniforms! they check our nails every monday to see whether or not they are polished! we can't brings cds or dvds! uughghgh :-& only thing to do is to study your lessons BLA BLA BLA!!! the only thing that's good about it is that they have good teachers that teach very well! public skul is betta ...
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I need do express my self... lemme tell u somethin! always be urself don't care if others say youre not cool, don't conform to what they say is cool! just stay urself and follow what's important for u!

*yawn*

I luv my Vampire side,
so sweet like red hot chillies
so smooth like tiger's cuspidz
so lovely like the revenge
so good when they don't find you
It's just so weird what I feel now...
writin these kinda poems are how I'm tryna vent all the bad upsettin energies I get.you just have to get it out....somehow...anyhow!
just get it out without harmin urself or anybody else! you can listen to loud music,you can write how you feel or draw something weird or write weird poemz! you can scream in your pillow etc.
and also take'em easy! ;)
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hey ya know what? I don't have school for tomorrowww it's holidayyy YaYy HuRrAyY LOL

:-|

you know there is always a class which is called" the class of morons" and that's which I am in this year!!! oh and plus I am going to an only girls school! (where I live boys school and girls schools are apart!)...the girls who sit front of me are always kidding and hitting each other then when one of 'em gets hurt she gets mad and huffs... and just so childish stuff! girls behind me are talkin bout boys most of the time or their cellphone gadflies!!!!!!!....!
and backsatbbing is girls fave hubby!!! they do it allllll the time! I just get sick of this bullshits...! :(
and don't think that I am talkin behind their backs  here! I just need to vent these somewhere! and this the only place I do it! ...
pfffff....I am b0red!