last kiss mixed up with hope!!!!! what??

sometimes it's just hard to resist! when you see you are not where u wanna be,you are not who u wanna be,you dont do what u wanna do ...! people always know when is the right moment and what is the right thing to say! but they never do and say the right things at the right moment! it's like there is a fear of make things done at the right moment in them! and they will regret it later ... this is one of the reasons that u always have to be fearless! people deeply know they can do it! and deeply know " why not?" but something in the back of their minds always tells them " nahh that's like impossible" or " good to be true" it makes them to have the lack of confidence! they deeply know what is so important for them but just because of that thing back of their mind and that lack of confidence,they try to resist it! they try to tell them noh that's not important that won't happen I better let it go..." they do this with all the big things that they want...!
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I see people talking too much shit! it's like they don't have a brain! it's like they are NOTHING! heartless mindless soulless! just so... * sigh* that's the time I need to scream the time I need to say" Fuck" the time I need to insist on "F" in that word! the time I wanna cry! the time that .... uhh I dunnooo.... etc.
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music saves my life!
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I'll perform in madison square garden! yeah! u'll see........

P.S: no idea about the title!... it just kinda feels right!!!!