LOL

u know what ppl expect me to be when they see me 1st? a nice innocent goody 2 shoes girl!
hahaa
but thats so wrong!

only my friends know!!! ...

:D

take it easy!

I love snow so much! and winter and coldness!!!

becuz that's the time when u can feel the warmness and how enjoyable it is! 

also my birthday is in winter so yeah it's on 9th feb

...

if u always wanna be happy, u have to decrease ur expectations of people of ur friends and ur loved ones! and remember that nobody is perfect that u have flaws too so does everybody else!

it doesn't mean like u have to just assent to everything they do right or wrong just to be happy!

i mean the times that u find ur self angry or upset or sad becuz of a thing u expected ur friend to do for you and she/he didn't do it! u have to think and see do u have a right to expect that? maybe she forgot! ... u forget  things too ! 

if u always wanna be happy forgive everyone easily even if u dont wanna tell them that u did forgive them but do! so ur happy and free of thoughts bout it !

come on! the great mighty God does! why wouldn't you? ;) 

I'd go back in time and change it if I can
but if the chain is on ur door I understand
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Loud

YoU jUsT hAvE tO bE lOuD somtmz...

Let your feelings feel 

Let your voice sing

Let your body move

Let your soul to soar and be free

I feel bad for children I mean I feel sorry!!! they believe anything can happen and they truly believe it! but other people called" adults" or just kinda older than them try to tell them no that's not possible! then again that child grows and now she is a teenager having big dreams but she has problems with believing it! she says it's not possible that cant happen! then again those adults who put this bullshit "impossible" in her mind try to tell her no that's possible everything is possible you can do it! ... doesn't it just seem so dumb... and yeah it is dumb!

"I always try to think like a child because they actually believe anything can happen and is possible" Criss angel the mind freak

:) :(

sometimes I dont find the words to express my feelings! 

sometimes I find out myself being so serious of everything and just mad!!! it's like I've lost myself forgetting whatever I am and wanna be! 

that's when music saves me! 

sometimes I just find myself so not me!!!! with all the adjectives I dont wanna be described by! 

that's when music saves me!

sometimes I find out like woaah! ur so caught up in the day! you couldn't really think of anything! 

sometimes I promise myself to dont do that or this again! 

next day .... and it's night time to sleep! so let's c what u did today! " woaaah noo no nooo I promised myself i wont go there no god gosh..." 

that's what it feels like !!!! sometmz....

                                                         Just gonna stand there and watch me burn

                                                    but that's allright becuz i like the way it hurts

                                                         Just gonna stand there and hear me cry

                                                    but that's allright becuz i love the way you lie

                                                                           love the way u lie