I aint sense

I dont know what the F I am doing
dont except me to be sense cuz I aint
I feel so shallow these days
I am confused
I need a guide! a good guide! so...God u be my guide! yep thnx!
*_*
Some days I just wanna up and call it quits,
I feel like I'm surrounded by a wall of bricks,
Every time I go to get up I just fall in pits,
My life's like one great big ball of shit,

If I could just put it all in to all I spit,
'Stead I always try an' swallow it,
Instead of staring at this wall and shit,
While I sit writers block sick of all this shit,
Can't call it shit,

all I know is I'm about to hit the wall,
If i have to see another backstabbin bitch
This is it, last time, that’s all, that’s it,
I ain't dealin' widdanother fuckin' politic,

I'm like a fish in a tong
needing to get out since a long fucking time
but I guess no one is caring
what the hell I'm doing and whatthehell i wanna be
I guess its time
the time to stop waiting and get up and jump out of it
but the problem is its so fucking damn high
I need a rope or something to catch it'n up
you'd think all I do it sit here and complain bout my life
well Imma show u what u gon feel my rush
You don't feel it then it must be too real to touch,
Peel the dutch, I'm about to tear shit up,
Goosebumps, yeah, I'ma make ya hair sit up,
Yeah, sit up, I'ma tell ya who I be,
I'ma make you hate me, 'cause you ain't me,
You wait, it ain't too late to finally see,
What you close minded fucks were too blind to see,
Whoever finds me's gonna get a finder's fee,
Out this world, ain't no one out they mind as me,
It's always me, how dark can these hallways be?
The clock strikes midnight, 1, 2, then half-past 3,
This half-assed homework with this half-assed piece a' paper,
then all I talk its like I'm talking to myself
there aint no othere feelin like this
if there is come and tell me so I know I aint the only one feelin this shit